Word of the Day:蒼鉛

I have been standing for a long time. I probably only slept a few hours and stood for more. I am going to take a picture of my feet so people can see all the scars on my feet.

it is the same as in jail. I was in a lot of pain that time. At least I have carpet but that isn't as useful right now to me. I need a bath and a pedicure.

I have a nice system int he kitchen and laundry room but the dressing room is bad. I have so much to do and I barely ate.

I guess I get why Amy Schumer was complaining about only eating a bit, because when you burn calories, you're more hungry so... burning all those calories won't actually help especially when some of those calories are actually Jules ( brain calories )

1 dietary calorie = 4184 J

1,728,000 J ÷ 4184 J/cal ≈ 413 calories/day

So basically one "balanced" meal is only enough to keep your brain alive. and you have no control over whether your body decides to use that on muscle or brain.

I still don't really like her, but I mean, every "joke" for any comedian is actually based on truth.

Every time my timer goes off, I feel like someone died or something. So I am just neurotically keeping that going as to not kill anyone.

I know that one day that person might be me, but I still have energy right now so, I don't think that is the case.

Ceres square Pluto... so basically the battle between life and death.

I am not even supposed to have this Project Paper out right now. I just consider Vocal my mental health provider.

Yea I don't know why Reddit was such a fucking disaster but I am guessing it is having to do with today. I am not too worried about it. The only safe ones feel like Youtube and Scheduler. But Scheduler is sort of annoying for me and I was supposed to dye my hair but now I feel like taking a nap.

97 minutes on the clock so that gives me like an hour to take a nap possibly but.. I dunno, I guess I was addicted to the energy I had yesterday to get all the things done and now today it is taking me longer to do things.

" Still behind one day, but I think it is fine. "

Wow Kayla, way to make an impact. Being behind a whole day.

I had to cross out 3 appointment/calls because it is the weekend so I can't really talk to anyone.

I did leave some messages, but I mean.. that doesn't give me any time to plan for monday.

Yea, I don't know. I am just writing in all my old drafts enough to submit them.

The time frame of these posts will be off because, they were stored up for a later date. Or if my Internet goes wonky, I have to safe the work to prevent complete loss.

I have some tasks to run tomorrow. We'll see if the weather supports them.

Like I said, I always have several plans. Well basically all my goals/projects are on a queue. So, if I can't do one, I switch to the next.

Right now I need to work on Patreon. I have until the 27th to get it set up semi-decently well.. I am worried about this because a lot of my payments are being delayed so. I will have to think of how to combat that, but I have things I can do for it so, I will jsut do what I can.