A normal day

It is so funny,
I'm such a dummy,
Yet, most of the time,
I find a good rhyme.

I wake with inspiration,
I wake with motivation,
I wake up with ideas,
And without too many tries.

But today, this morning,
Without any warning,
My head is so empty,
Not normal, not plenty.

Not plenty, but zero,
Zero inspiration,
Zero concentration,
Today I'm no hero.

In bed I lay,
Just a nice day,
Again weird dreams,
Again I hear screams.

I act as I sleep,
And that's not so deep,
I avoid friends' calls,
I'm trapped in these walls.

I do my morning routine,
I try to write something,
Try to write anything,
But in my mind there's no scene.

I'm about to lose my writing streak!

Me, normal,
Day, normal,
Friends, normal,
Family, normal,
Messages, normal,
Everything normal,
Or almost normal,
And my life never,
Like ever, never,
It is so normal.

I start to be scared
Of what I declared,
Maybe, finally,
It is happily.

It's happening,
A normal day!
I should go pray
Or it'll go away.
Don't! Please, just stay,
Don't be going,
You normal day.

I don't know how to react,
I don't know what to suspect,
This is so unexpected
That it should be suspected.

But I wake up okay,
In this beautiful day,
Now, what am I gonna write?
When everything is so quiet.

It's funny I pray
For a normal day,
But no confrontation
Means no inspiration.

So now I am gonna write whatever,
Be happy today, it ain't forever.